| listening: | my senior year playlist |
|---|---|
| feeling: | gay |
hi i miss my boyfriend. that's it, i just needed to be gay on main lol
is there technically more interesting stuff happening? yes! am i going to
talk about it? no! maybe another day :p
| listening: | windmill isle (day) - tomoya ohtani |
|---|---|
| feeling: | hopeful! |
t-3 days until my birthday! (❁´◡`❁) i'm not too excited about it but i am turning the big one eight so that's cool...? i assume i'll feel the same as i usually do but it's weird to look back and realize i didn't expect to live this long. it's been a long 18 years and i'm now at the point where i can say that i wish to live for many many more years to come. ( ´ ▽ ` )b
i'm hoping to get most of the framework for the site done today, because i'll be going out friday and saturday. i now have fun birthday plans even though i was just planning to sit in my dorm and code all day lol. idk what i'll do about the graphics for my site as of rn... >-< i really want to commission some artists to make button variants and a banner for me but i also need to save some money. i'm hoping to get a job near the end of this year so hopefully i'll have some money to spare!
i just wanted to mention that i've been really liking billie eilish's hit me hard and soft. i've been listening to it when i fly and at night and i really like the vibes. some of my favorite songs on the album are wildflower and blue. (i'll note this in the music page whenever i re-add it)
| listening: | gwaw and fish whisperer |
|---|---|
| feeling: | okay! |
loooong time no see! （*＾ワ＾*）ノ i probably won't have this uploaded to my site until i push v2, but it's nice to write anyway! (-v-) i've finally gotten on meds that seem to work most of the time, so i've been working on the site over the last while. i really miss the personality of older versions so we're going back! (finally, as promised?) as of rn, aside from graphics the home page is mostly done, esp layout wise. i want to do something windows 7 themed for my about page, but i'm not so sure if i can get that done in time. i totally could, but there's always the other variables in life to worry about.
in other news, i've finished all my college applications! i've been accepted into most of them, including the ones i actually want to go to. i won't hear back from my reach schools for a while, but i'm def going to college at least. even if it ends up i can't afford where i want to go, i have a few full rides/full tuitions set to the side if necessary. in any other situation i would just go where the money goes, but because i found some schools i'm genuinely interested in (and get in-state tuition at), i really want to reach for those.
videogame time! i played like
5 mins
of sxsg so far. not for disliking it, i was just not having a good day at
the time. (⎻▵ ⎻) i hope i can play more soon!
i did get guilty gear strive to run on my laptop, yippee! my bf sent me a
potato mod that absolutely decimates the backgrounds in the game, but
hey it's playable. (comparison photos here when i remember) i currently main
ramlethal valentine because fun! i love her swords and funny poses and she
looks very cool.
as of today, i've played all of mouthwashing (which i really liked), and
10+ hours of cult of the lamb (mostly gained in two days) cult of the
lamb is like
issac
that doesn't want you dead so i loved it. and its soooo cute! running a cult
is pretty fun...